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  She uses her hand to work my cock as she continues to suck me off. Each time she takes me into her mouth, she seems to get a little braver, taking me deeper and deeper inside her. I can feel my tip right at the back of her throat and it feels like heaven. I begin to thrust into her mouth, fucking the back of her throat. She looks surprised for a moment, but to her credit, she handles it well. She moans once again, and stops moving her head so that I can take charge. Within moments, I’m thrusting hard and she closes her eyes, moaning deeply.

  “You’re so fucking hot,” I growl at her as I continue to fuck her mouth. “I want to cum down your throat so fucking bad.”

  She opens her eyes innocently, giving me a look that tells me I can do whatever I want to her, but I shake my head.

  “Not now...I want this to last. I want to fuck you first. We’ve got a way to go, baby.”

  She moans desperately and I remove myself from her mouth, giving her a second to catch her breath. Then, I flip her over and she squeaks, but doesn’t protest.

  “Get on your hands and knees.”

  She obeys me, sticking her perfect ass in the air as she gets on all fours on the bed. She’s still wearing her underwear so I yank her thong down so that it’s gathered around her knees. I slap her ass once, twice, three times and she gasps with each impact, leaning into my touch. I smile to myself. I always knew the girl of my dreams would be up for a bit of rough and tumble.

  Her perfect, tight pussy is calling out to me. I stroke one finger over her pussy and find her so impossibly wet. I moan to myself before sticking my face between her ass cheeks, grabbing one each in my hands and groping at her while I go to town on her pussy. She quivers beneath my touch and moans loudly, backing herself up against my mouth. I don’t need any further persuasion to keep going, my cock throbbing hard as I lick up her sweet juices. She tastes incredible and I never want this to end.

  To keep her guessing, I soon switch it up, moving my mouth away and sticking three fingers in her tight hole, finger fucking her while slapping her ass hard with my free hand. I can tell she loves it by the way she calls out my name so desperately.

  “Luke...please...oh!”

  I carry on, knowing I’ll be able to give her an orgasm in minutes. She’s panting hard, her breasts bouncing as I fuck her and a low moan emitting from her lips every few seconds.

  “Cum for me baby,” I tell her.

  “Luke!” she cries out again and then, I feel the moment when her pussy clenches around my fingers and she finishes for the first time. I spare no time at all in flipping her onto her back so I can see her beautiful face. Now that she’s really in the mood, I know exactly what I want to do next.

  “Are you ready baby?” I ask her, moving toward her. I stroke my cock and her eyes widen when she realizes what I’m about to do. But then something strange happens. She scurries backward on the bed, looking nervous. After everything we’ve done, it seems like an odd reaction to have. I frown.

  “You don’t want to?”

  “I do,” she breathes. “There’s just something I have to tell you first...it’s important you know everything before we start.”

  I don’t know what she could possibly be referring to. I stare into her eyes.

  “Tell me,” I growl. She swallows nervously.

  “I’m...I’m a virgin.”

  Despina

  As soon as the words leave my lips, I feel like they’re a mistake. I stare at Luke and wait for his reaction, but he’s hard to read. Only a few seconds have passed and yet it feels like a lifetime.

  “Luke...say something.”

  He takes a deep breath and I hold mine anxiously in check. But what he says next surprises me more than anything we’ve shared so far.

  “That’s the hottest fucking thing I’ve ever heard.”

  I blink several times. “Huh?”

  He smiles, slowly pulling me down on the bed and crawling on top of me. His cock pushing against my entrance, teasing me. “If you’re a virgin...that means you’re all mine. You’ll always be mine. I never want to let you go, Despina. And after this...your body and mine will be linked forever. And Despina.”

  “Yes?”

  “This is my first time too.”

  I can barely believe it. A man of his age, so handsome and intelligent, could’ve had a million women by now. I can barely believe he’s waited all this time. His eyes search mine.

  “I was waiting for the right person,” he growls. “I’ve found her.”

  I can’t help myself. I fall into his lips, kissing him like I’ve never kissed anyone before. I’m so desperate for him now that I can barely hold back. I was nervous about losing my virginity, but now I know that everything has led up to this moment. And it feels right to be here with him.

  It happens so naturally that I barely register the moment when his cock slips inside me. And then I gasp. The feeling of him deep inside me sets off fireworks in my head. He thrusts into me easily. I was expecting pain and there is a little to begin with, but it’s overridden by the pure sense of pleasure he’s giving to me.

  He kisses me hard as he picks up the pace. Every thrust inside me forces another gasp from my lips. I’m breathless and insatiable. I whisper his name against his lips, allowing him to keep fucking me. I wrap my legs around his waist and it sends his cock deeper inside me. I have to clutch the back of his neck and swallow my screams with his kisses. He’s doing something to me that I didn’t realize was possible. Everyone says sex is good, but not as good as this, surely? Surely only this man can give me pleasure like this. And suddenly, my virgin nerd is something more. The strongest, sexiest man ever to walk this Earth.

  I can feel that I’m close, and I think he is too. I hear him growl deeply in my ear and as he begins to kiss every inch of my skin, I feel a shiver running up my spine. I close my eyes, barely able to cope with the pleasure coursing through my veins.

  He thrusts harder and faster and I cry out. I don’t care if the neighbors hear. I really don’t. In fact, I want them to know how good this feels. How lucky I am to have the perfect man in the perfect scenario right now. And he’s going to make me cum like I’ve never cum before.

  “Fuck,” Luke says deeply and then I feel him cum inside me. I cry out as my own orgasm hits me like a brick wall, sending me over the edge like never before. I clutch at Luke and he holds me tight, massaging my clit with his thumb and prolonging the moment of ecstasy. When my orgasm dies down, I collapse back onto the bed in a sweaty mess. Luke lies down next to me, calmly and quietly, kissing the bare skin of my arm lazily as we revel in what just happened.

  “Pretty good for our first time,” he murmurs in my ear. I’m smiling so much that my face hurts. Lying naked beside him, I close my eyes and drift off to sleep, finally feeling contented.

  CHAPTER 7

  Luke

  Waking up beside Despina is a pleasure I thought I’d never know. But with her naked frame next to me, I feel alive. My cock hardens immediately and I growl as I roll over toward her, pressing myself against her sleepily. My hand finds her breast and fondles it gently in my hand and she moans in pleasure.

  “I was hoping you’d wake up soon,” she whispers to me. “I’ve missed you...I’ve missed you doing...that.”

  “I’m awake now,” I growl in her ear, taking her lobe between my teeth and biting her gently. She moans in pleasure and backs herself up against me. My cock is so close to her entrance that I can feel how wet she is from only a few moments of touching one another. She laughs and turns over to face me, looking shy, but pleased about the situation we’ve landed ourselves in. I grab her and kiss her hard, ready to go for another round.

  And that’s when we hear the key in the lock.

  I pull on underwear quickly, ready for some intruder to make his way in, but Despina looks afraid as she pulls on a robe.

  “Shit, shit, shit.”

  “What? Despina, what is it?”

  The door opens and in storms Liam in a rage. Now I can see w
hy Despina was so concerned. He’s caught us at exactly the wrong moment. He glares turns from me to Despina in complete silence. I can feel my heartbeat thrumming against my chest, threatening to burst out. This is bad.

  “I thought I told you to stay the fuck away from my sister,” Liam says in a cold tone. “And yet here you are.”

  “And I told you you’re being way too possessive. Go home,” I snarl back. He shakes his head slowly, practically foaming at the mouth.

  “No. I’m not leaving. I’m here to look after my sister. She needs protecting from the likes of you.”

  “I don’t need protecting from anyone,” Despina says quietly. “What’s happening here, in my own home is none of your business, Liam. You don’t get to decide what’s right for me.”

  “I’m not telling you what’s right for you. I’m telling you what’s wrong for you,” Liam snaps. I take a step forward my fists clenched. I want to punch the lights out of him, but one look from Despina makes me stop in my tracks. Doing anything now is going to upset her, so I hold back and wait, snarling at Liam as he stares me down.

  “You’re not good enough for my sister,” he growls. “Why the hell should she settle for someone twice her age who has nothing to offer her?”

  “I’ll give your sister the world...if you stop standing in my way,” I snap in return. I square up to him, my feet parted in a dominating stance. “I care about her a lot.”

  “You’ve known her, what, a few days?” Liam turns to Despina. “You can’t possibly believe this bullshit. I thought you were smarter than that. I thought you’d be able to see that he only wants you because you’re young and attractive. It’s wrong for a man of his age to be fawning over you.”

  “I’m fawning over him,” Despina says with a wild look in her eyes. “I begged him to come back here last night. I want him in my life...I’ve never felt this way before. You said I’m smart, and I am. I can rely on myself and trust my instincts. And this is the one thing in my life that truly feels right.”

  “What’s he offering you? A ticket out of here? A better life?” Liam snorts. “You don’t need him to give you that, Despina. Let him go now. You can find someone your own age...someone better suited to you.”

  “He’s the perfect match for me. You’re not listening,” Despina says in a quiet, desperate voice. “I care about him more than anything in the world.”

  Liam looks hurt. “I see. You care more about him than you do your brother. The man who raised you...clothed you...gave you a life after our parents died...you’re so fucking ungrateful, Despina.”

  “Don’t you dare speak to her like that,” I snarl, rushing forward and grabbing Liam by his shirt. Despina screams as I slam him against the wall. He kicks at me, but even though his foot makes a connection with my leg, it doesn’t hurt. I’m too angry to care. I’m seeing red. I raise my fist, ready to knock some sense into him, but Despina’s desperate cry from behind me stops me short. I look into Liam’s eyes and we snarl at one another, spittle in the corner of his mouth as he angrily observes me.

  I let go and stand back, turning away from the man I once called my friend. His behavior these last few days has changed my mind about him. I once thought he was an accepting, supportive person who’d want to see his best friend and his sister happy, even if it meant them being together. Now I see the selfishness inside him.

  “I think you need to leave now, Liam,” Despina says quietly.

  “Me?” he asks. “Did you see the way he just treated me?”

  “You pushed him!” Despina cries. “And now you’re doing the same to me.”

  I hear him huffing and puffing, though my back is still turned to him. “I’m warning you, Despina...if you send me away now...you won’t see me again. You’ll be on your own.”

  Despina remains quiet, though tears are straining down her beautiful face. I can’t believe he’s given her an ultimatum. I know I’m angry right now, but I never expected him to make her choose between the pair of us. All I wanted was for him to go and come back with a different attitude. But his silence reveals a lot. He’s made his choice. He’d rather give up his sister than admit that he’s wrong to react this way to the whole thing. I wrinkle my nose in disgust.

  “You don’t deserve your sister,” I say, turning back to face Liam. He’s trembling, red in the face and his fists clench. I take a step toward him, my muscles taut and it’s all the encouragement he needs to walk away. Despina runs into the living room, pleading with Liam to change his mind, but the slamming of the front door confirms that he’s made up his mind.

  I rush to comfort her as she cries. I’m angry, but my priority is to look after Despina. Every possessive bone in my body seems to come to life and I wrap my arms around her, holding her tight and close to me. She sobs and I stroke her hair, concentrating on my breathing. I’m so angry I feel as though I might explode, but I force myself to squash these aggressive feelings. They won’t do Despina any good right now.

  “I can’t believe how selfish he is,” she whispers to me. “All he sees in front of him is the life that he wants for me...it doesn’t seem to matter to him what I might want. What I might need.”

  “I know,” I say. “But he’s shown his true colors now. You know who he truly is. You can let him go.”

  She sniffs. “It’s not that easy...he’s all I’ve had for years. And now he’s just turned his back on me without a second thought...do I really mean so little to him?”

  Anger flares inside me again. I clench my fists. I want to punch his light’s out. I want to shake him so hard that he gets some fucking sense. He’s made such a mess with his horrible behavior. Now my girl is heartbroken. But I won’t let her feel alone.

  “You’ve got me,” I murmur in her ear. “I’ll always be here. I’m always going to protect you. Don’t listen to a fucking word he says...I care about you so much. You’re mine, Despina. I’ll always have your back.”

  Despina sniffs and looks up at me with her beautiful, innocent eyes. Her auburn hair falling so prettily over her shoulders, even though her eyes are dewy with tears and her cheeks are red. She’s still the most gorgeous creature I’ve ever seen. “You mean that?”

  I kiss the top of her head, wrapping my arms around her once more and holding her tight. “Of course. I’ll never let anyone hurt you. I’ll never let another man lay a finger on you. Don’t worry...it’s me and you against the world. We don’t need anyone else.”

  “No...you’re right. We don’t,” she says quietly, burying her face in my chest. We stand for a long time, holding one another tightly, desperately. She’s all I need in the world, and now I have to be enough to replace everything she’s lost.

  I’m going to prove to her that I’m enough. No matter what it takes.

  Despina

  Without Luke here, I think I would’ve fallen to pieces. After Liam stormed out and left me with a broken heart, he took me back to his apartment and ran me a beautiful bubble bath and brought me a glass of wine at midday to calm my nerves. He made me a salad for lunch and let me mope on his couch quietly, staring out at the city. It’s like he understands exactly what I need in this kind of situation. He gets me in a way no one else does. Not even Liam, which has been made all the more evident by the fact that Luke’s here and Liam never wants to see me again.

  I can’t believe that he’s ended our relationship as siblings over me following my heart. He’s had plenty of girlfriends in the past that I haven’t approved of, and I’ve never once shown my disdain. Why couldn’t he just bite his tongue and leave me alone the way I’ve done for him a million times before?

  I feel Luke’s strong hands on my shoulders and I close my eyes, allowing him to massage the knots out of my muscles.

  “How do you feel?” he asks. I sigh.

  “I don’t feel great, Luke, I’ve got to be honest...all I wanted was for everything in my life to finally come together. I guess I was asking for too much.”

  “You’re not asking for too much. You
’re asking the wrong people. Some people you just can’t rely on,” Luke growls. “But I know that’s not what you want to hear.”

  “It’s the truth, though. I always thought I could trust Liam...now I see that I was wrong. He’s only ever been interested in what he wants.”

  His thumbs dig into the back of my neck and soothe away the anxious pain that’s been gathering there. “You deserve better, baby.”

  “Come sit with me.”

  He does as I ask, circling the couch and sitting down next to me. I lean into him with a sigh and he strokes my hair.

  “You know...I was thinking about something earlier.”

  “Yeah?”

  “Yeah...about the fact that I write romance when it’s never really been a part of my life. But it’s always been the thing that I’ve been missing, I suppose. I know they say to write about what you know…but I’ve never known much about it at all until now.”

  Luke looks into my eyes. “Is that so?”

  I nod. “I feel like...I feel like even though I’m in more pain than ever because of the way Liam’s treated me, it doesn’t matter so much. I’ve been searching for something for a long time that’s been out of my reach except between the pages of a romance novel. I’ve found comfort in reading and writing about things I knew nothing about. But now...it’s like I’m alive for the first time. Truly alive. It’s like everything I’ve suffered is overshadowed, because there’s something so soft and gentle in my life to cushion the blow. I finally understand the feeling that all writers talk about...I thought it was unattainable, but it never was. I was just waiting for the right moment with the right person.”